hmmm this blogging thing is interesting....

This is rather freeing...in a strange sort of way (what the fuck is my roomate cooking??) I have done the online dating thing but that did not work for me. My profile is still up but no luck. I started a couple of years ago and that was ok but now it seems all guys online are not looking for a relationship. It's a friday night and here I am...writing....I am a sexy bitch dam it!

My love life is dead. The biggest thing I have going on is the crush I have on my boss. I get ignored :( in case you are wondering. I like him too much to flirt. That ever happen to anyone? In fact, I get irritated at him and I doubt he likes me at all. He's girlfreind is so unattractive too and I am so CUTE! (Funny, how you notice certain things. How thoughts pop in and out of your head. Like, for example, I am writing my inner most thoughts and all I think about is..hmmmm I haven't made any spelling mistakes thus far.) I have to get over it soon. It has been six months now and I still have a crush. I need to stop. How does he not like me? arghhhh!!! That would be so hot too :) I guess I like things I can not have. Who doesn't? I am just going to leave him alone. Some new guy started at work. He is so GAY!!! but he is married and is expecting twins. BUT he is so GAY!!! I think he is gay :) I don't like him. And he spends so much time with my boss. I think I am jealous too. God why am I like this? I annoy me.

I am finding out you can never really be yourself. That is sad. I want to be me and have someone accept me for me but no. Everyone wants me to sacrifice myself and meet their needs. So, what the fuck am I supposed to do? How do you really find someone you like and likes you? There is another man in my building that has a crush on me. He is old but has money. Too bad for me I can't be like Anne Nicole Smith. arghhh!!!!


That is all for now....

Tasty

It's a Tasty Friday!!!!

From the title you can tell this is my first blog ever. Very exciting. Today is Friday and I am a little antsy at work, as always. This weekend will be mellow...I have a baby shower to go to and it is something I am kind of looking forward to. Not necessarily the fact that it is a baby shower but I will see some of my freinds I have not seen in a while. Work was pretty slow today. Fridays usually are. I can't believe I have been here 6 months and I have not gotten fired yet :)

For the most part work is ok but there are days, lord, there are days....I think it is me...will anyone read this? I doubt it. Testing, Testing, is anyone there? :) Actually, this is not a bad way to keep people posted on what has been going on in my life. Not much. HA!

I hate traffic....it is so bad right now...it is about 5:30PM and I want to go home but can't becuase of traffic. I stay until about 6:30PM most days but I get in at 10:30AM so it is not so bad to leave that late....except fridays when I get restless. This is kind of neat to write as if someone will read :)

I guess I could post more personal stuff here but am hesitant to right now....ahhhh
Am I alone? Any one out there?

Happy Tasty Friday!

Tasty